The Backside of Tomorrow is a genre-blending novel of psychological suspense, supernatural mystery, and faith-driven redemption centered on one haunting question:

What if your life wasn’t meant to exist?

Emily Sinclair’s world fractures in the weeks leading up to her wedding. Visions, a man who appears where he shouldn’t, and a voice that insists she doesn’t belong. When she vanishes without a trace and returns with no explanation, a surgical scar, and memories that defy reality, those around her search for answers in logic.

But logic isn’t enough.

Because whatever found Emily isn’t finished.

As her life moves forward, against fear, against reason, something deeper begins to unfold. What started as a personal haunting reveals itself to be something far more deliberate… and far more dangerous.

And at the center of it all is a child who was never supposed to exist.

Holdyn Lawson grows up carrying a quiet, unshakable belief: that something about him is wrong. Not different—wrong. As his mind begins to grasp truths no one else can see, and as the same shadow that haunted his mother begins to follow him, that belief starts to feel less like fear… and more like fact.

Until reality itself begins to fracture.

As science, memory, and faith collide, Holdyn is forced to confront a terrifying possibility:
That he isn’t just part of the story…

he is the reason it’s happening.

Blending the emotional weight of literary fiction with the tension of a thriller and the scale of speculative science, The Backside of Tomorrow is a story about:

• The lie that we don’t belong

• The search for meaning in suffering

• And the quiet, stubborn truth that lives exist for a reason

Even when everything else says they shouldn’t.